so everythign was such a mess yesterday. but today i was so fuckign productive after 4 hours of sleep adn ten hours of house work i got up cleaned the bathroom tell 1200 then ewnt to an interveiw got a job at golden gardens pay ten dollars an hour. come visit. working tomorrow at 1. k and ill be working at abercrombie so everyone use me for my discount. k and i got a living situation figured out and everything is peachy. im happy again. the dark nasty house and the slave labor i said i would do will get annoying but ill just stick it through. if i didn't like renovating i wouldn't even think about it but i might as well. but god in any situation i could be making hella money dothing this, but linda could use the help. its not ilike i need a place to stay i figured that out. options came back now that im 18. i was so productive. gave 3 resumes to welcomeing places downtown. and swam. and i walked so muck my legs started to cramp. not good for swiming. everythign will be fine i don't know why i was so worried. and like everythign else in my life i won't let things get me down. so heres to a new productive life.